The Life Of Alfie Alias

2010-04-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

hey2.....im back...after being M.I.A for a long time......
things been so carppy lately.....
shit man.....hate my life....well.....i dont knw hw to start....
just too much shits man.....
why is life never prefect....have anyone every thought of tht?
gosh....i just feel like killing myself....serious.....
prob after another......
shit.....
haiz.....
life.....just sucks....true right?
no point having all the money but u just cnt get what u want.....
dnt knw wht to say pple.....gtg.......
im mentally unstable now.....

2010-02-15T01:59:00.000+08:00

Hey!!!!im back.......
miss u guys....ahakz....well....just came back frm kl with my bby....
ahakz...had a great time with her....

well....now im looking forward for march trip...ahakz....
but this time...gna be with her fam....
gosh...need to up a gd impression...ahakz....
wellll........cnt say much la....gtg.....bz....bz....bz....
i love u syg.....so much.......i miss u.......

2010-01-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

hey...im back.....
well...been bz with work and stuff....
hmmm.....im with a new crew now....ahakz......
elementary stlyez....ahakz.....lol......well
rite now....we are going for shows only.....taking it slow.....and if everything goes well....
we'll join comps....hahahaha.......
alot of things happen lately.....gosh.....
tiring la.....
leh gila........lol......
and now....im managing my fam bisnes......wohoo!!!!!
money2.......
ahakz..... kla...gtg.....ntg to say la......tata........

2010-01-05T16:35:00.000+08:00

ola2......pple....where should i start.....
ok.....celebrate my new year with my frens at sentosa....
it was great...but it will be greater if my gf is with me....
gosh....well...here are some pic....
ahakz......lolz.....

Hey!!!!!2009...is over...and now....2010!!!!wohoooo!!!!!
well....alot of things happen in 2009......
mistakes made....lessons learnt.....well.....
its a new year.....and a new life,chapter.....and alll for me.....
im gonna start anew...afresh....name it.....
its gonna be the new me...welll....i justs cant wait to get started.....ahakz......lolz.....
let me see.....wht should i do 1st......
yeah!!!!!meet my gf this 30th....she coming here frm brunei......i just cant wait.....
alot of catching up to do and things to talk abt.....
i just cant wait to meet her.......gosh......hehehhheheheheheheheheehh........well...
got a couple of shows coming up....so yar....bz....bz...bz....and guess wht...
i got a new year present.....im taking over my mum's shop......
lol.....great....
but mumy wants me to be a chef instead......
wellll........lets just wait and see aite....
for nw....i just wana spend my life with my gf....
and just live my love life and dance life to the fullest!!!!!!
ahakz!!!!!!!
WELL...GTG!!!!HAPPT NEW YEAR BLOGGERS!!!!!

2009-12-23T22:40:00.000+08:00

Well...this are the pic during the performance with vougelicious.....hehehehe.....

and ya...during rehearsals....cant forget all of the moments we share together...

gosh...i miss the dancers man....miss going to rp...miss being scolded...

miss hearing "u stupid or wht!!!!"seri likes to say tht....

i miss them so much......sob.sob.........

these are photos took after the show....gosh....

i hope we can make this a anual event.....

well peeps....thts all for now.....

peace!!!!

2009-12-14T12:08:00.000+08:00

Hey...am writing this blog...while in camp....
it sucks man.....
i hate reservice....waste my time....
well...my garling is in sg alr...
gosh am so happy...
but there are thing which i need to clear with her...
and i hope tht after tht things will go back to normal...
haiz...i really miss her alot.....really do....
life have been ok lately...except for the arguements btw me and my gal...
other than that...everything is ok...
im taking a step at a time...
and for my ex bboy crew...all i can say is...
thank you...
u guys had made me stronger...
thanks for being with me....but...im going my way now...
starting anew...
kla...i gtg...peace out niggas and bitches...

2009-11-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

hey bloggers and bitches!!!!!
just came back frm my dance pract today....
helll...it was super tiring sey....
we pract with no break.....
gila u knw....salah sikit je....start all over again...even if its a minor one....
the big day is next week....
and i cnt wait.....
ahahahahahahaha......
well......after tht went to tmn jrg cc...met up with my crew....
chill and stuff....
ahakz...
miss them....welll.....
we are planning to join a comp this 26 dec...so yar...
see hw la.....
im gonna train hard man....
and guess wht...funky stylers with wanderers....wht the hell...
are u guys,funky stylers blind?
u guys will regart joining them....wanderers are 2 face fuckers.....
so just beware la.....
now tht shamsey...acting like big fuck...
so wht....
i think....no....I CN SMOKE UR WHOLE CREW WHEN IT COMES TO DANCE OR BBOY MAN!!!
u guys are ntg...just a bunch of wackers....
hahahaahahahhaha.....
welll L....i've got somthing to say....
about tht gal...
wht my fren told me was true....true enough....
there are many ways to find out....
and guess wht...i dnt fucking care.....
bout her.....
let her be....
i trust my fren...he wnt lie to me.....
so ya.............
u dnt knw whts happening...so just shut ur mouth ok...
sty out of my bisness......get tht!!!!!!!!!
peace out peeps!!!!!

2009-11-27T14:32:00.000+08:00

Finally....i get to rest...
after sooooooo.....many days of pract....gosh....
tiring sia.....7more days to my 1st show....
wooohoooo.....
cnt wait!!!!i'm gonna make sure everything goes well....
they are pushing us rite now....
well...its for a good cause....
ahak...
haiz...
i bet next week will be much more tiring.....
haiz.....
what should i do nw....
move on or wht?cn someone help me?
wht that?
its hard....
very hard....
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dnt wana say much....
gonna rest now.....
peace!!!!

2009-11-22T14:00:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey!!!!!
im back.....
well...yesterday went for a show at taka....
then after that...go vivo with my bboy frenz....chill...play true or dare...
crazy sey....ask me to do vouging infront of everyone...
basket...fun la....then play bingo...ahakz....
ntg much la....
well...lately...i've been bz with my dance....
back 2 back....
2wk to the showdown...i cant wait....
hehehehe......
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alot of thing have been bugging me lately...
one of it is bout this gal...
haiz....wht my fren told me bout u is really true...
ahakz...
i dnt wana say no more..im just going to go on...
with out u!!!!
treat all the guys like wht u are doing now k....
i dnt care...
want me to change...and im trying...
but....its just a waste...its ok....
she's not thinking bout it anyway....just enjoying herself....
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im going go bck to the mainstream!!!!with or without u guys....
i no longer care...im gonna be selfish frm now onwards....
hahahaahahahahaha.............im gonna be the best...NO!!!
BETTER THAN U PPLE!!!!AND THERE.....IM TAKING A BIG STEP....FORWARD....
THERE ARE PPLE BEHIND ME....SUPPORTING ME ALL THE WAY....
ahakz......im leaving all those unappreciative pple behind me....whts the point....its a waste of my time....
hahaahahaha.....alfie...u are such a bitch!!!!YES I AM!!!!

2009-11-19T01:30:00.001+08:00

Hey there peeps!!!i'm back!!!!
ahakz....well check this pics out aite....
ahakz....went for my roadshow with vougeliciuos....
hahahaha.....crazy man...we are like walking stars..
pple start taking pics of us....hahahaahah
mcm star....

after that we went to long john silver to eat....ahakz....
crazy....and ya....another roadshow this sat!!!!wooohhooooo!!!!
im going up!!!hw bout u guys!!!!???

2009-11-11T16:56:00.000+08:00

hmm.............
what am i to do nw.............
what?........
im so stressed.......
i hope that i cn meet u soon.....
so ya.........
and after that.....
i dnt knw hw things is going to go about.......
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Happy B'dae U!!!!!!....

2009-11-10T16:32:00.002+08:00

Well...today is her bdae.....
someone who used to be soo close to me....
haiz.......im kinda sad.....
haiz.....well...
i think that she's enjoying herself now....
with her frenz....and her family....
of coz....
and guess wht....they are dancing with crik....
ahakz...
good luck....u guy wnt make it to the finals....
sorry to say this la...
just bcarefull.....
thats all i can say....
me and her.....
together?
or be like hw we use to...
i dnt think...that wont happen....
coz now....
she's just treating like some normal fren....
well.....what can i do...things are not changing...not even a bit.........
well....overall....im just sad.....
very sad....
wanted to meet her today...but.....
its ok.....

DOES ANYONE HERE KNOWS WHT THE HELL IS TRUE LOVE?????!!!!!

2009-11-05T17:50:00.000+08:00

Anyone?..............
shit man......
make me love u so much....
make me feel so special.....
and then.......
treat me like trash?.......
wht the hell is the meaning of all this.....
do u knw whats love?
i dont think so.....
it hurt so much.....
and i've never been the same lately....
yes im no one to u....
but by doing that way......
isit right?
shit......
gals will always be gals...and boys will always be boys....
damn i hate this world....
u act as if this is not an issue....
well.....after knwing that u went out with SOMEONE!!!(MUST BE A GUY)
i was like....what the fuck!!!!!
i should had never loved u entirely!!!!!!im stupid enough!!!!
blind enough!!!!!
and i'll always remember this moment!!!!!
i'll never forget it......
never!!!!!!!!!
remember one thing......
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND!!!!!
if u believe in that.....
well....go ahead with all ur guy frens who's like after u......
probaly they are way better than me....
no pmses,no many gal frenz.....i just had enough......
im confused now.......
u want us to go back to normal and now u are making a choice?
huh.....im lost.....
very lost.........................
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I CANT GET OVER WHAT HAD HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!!
AND HOW IM BEING TREATED LATELY!!!!!!!

STRUGGLING

2009-11-05T01:26:00.000+08:00

here am i.....struggling....to keep my feelings....
missing her,missing the time we use to had,
missing her laughter...
everything.....
i told her to make a choice.....
so nw...i just have to wait...
if that thing which i've been wearing comes bck...
means its a gd thing...if not...
then i've to live with it.....
when......
how am i going to take it?
if u dnt like this or that....
u should have told me...
not keeping it to urself....
thats wrong....
speak out....
things wont solve by itself u knw......
well....its up to u knw....
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well...today....i went to sentosa...to relive some stress.....
well....it help abit.....
well....im still sad...
why are u doing this to me.......im crying here.... do u knw that....
there u are... wgoing out with other guys....
me?....crying......
well....my fren today...bought me a gift....a bdae gift....
THE ONLY GIFT I GOT THIS YEAR.....
AND I JUST KNW THEM!!!!!WOW........
im happy.................
........abit........
haiz....
i still cnt get over the bdae thing that i've got.....
wht to do.....
this is my life........
gd nite.....i wish to be alone tonite......

2009-11-01T01:16:00.000+08:00

Happy bdae alfie....ahakz....
well....tdy...im suppose to meet someone....
but.i guess...she just forgot bout it and dnt even care....
well there's a change in her lately....
well...what cn i say....i cnt say much...
im just sad...disappointed....
thats all i cn say.....
well....i think...her feelings is just starting to fade....
this is love....
ahakz....
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fuck it man!!!!!!!!!!!!
today...i went for my audition...
and ya.....
alfie got selected.....
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...well...
i'll be performing on a profesional stage...
my face will be on posters,ads.....
wow...
its a dream come true.....
tooo good to be true.....
im just too happy man...
if some pple dnt wana celebrate with me...then....fuck them....
i got my own celebration...
well...
im drinking my heart out now....
i wana get drunk tonite!!!!!!well...
sorry to say this....call me a bitch if u want...
but...where do u dancers stand now?........
im going up....and u guys....
are not....
well..i pity for those i invite to follow me..but end up backing out....
hahhaahhaha........pple trying to help u....
dnt want rite....
suit urself....
hahhahahaahah.....
im gonna make a come back....!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
just watch me....
dnt regret....
hahaha....
and R2S....u guys are going to be by my side all the way...
im going to bring u guys to the mainstream.....
get ready guys......
sapaoski is coming with full force!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

Why things are not the same for the pass few days?
im clueless......well....whats happening to me?
omg......i dnt knw whts going on....
im serious...yeah i get alittle workout a couple of times...
but....haiz...i dnt knw la....
i was alittle piss when u just walk without me...
so i told ahmad let walk our own way....
serious....im pissed...
thats why i told u to walk away without me....
what the point.......
why things for the pass few days are just not the same....
serious.....normal....hw?
well....im just confused.....dnt knw la whats going on....
haiz....what should i do?
love u...yes....
haiz....to me...maybe becoz of my upcoming bdae....
and pple are just doing their own thing.....i dnt knw hw to
put this in words....
ahakz....well...well lets talked bout my birthday.....
hmm.....im going to buy myself a present for myself....hahahhaa....
make my own crew shirt....ahakz.....crazy......yeah....thats wht im going to do....
k la....
gtg.....

2009-10-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

well.....here am i....
well...i feel a little better today....
im sry...i didnt mean to hurt u....
its just that being in a relationship is not a small thing to me....
we dnt understand each other that well...
am i right to say tht?
relax....dnt stress urself too much....
i still love u...
its just that....i need to get myself ready.....
i dnt want to be in a relationship with u for a few months then we end up breaking up.....
i dnt want that......
let me ask u this....
do u knw whts true love?wht's true relationship?
when im with someone....i want that preson...
to be my soulmate,bestfren,buddies,enemies....ect........
once u reach that point...thats when the mutual understanding is there....
thats when we can compromise situations,trust..........
its hard...but when thta person im with reach that stage...thats when i knw tht.....
the relationship is going to last long.............
to me love is just not about being with someone u love,trust,be there when u are in need of someone,
sharing each others probs......there's more to that...........
well.....u'll knw what i mean if u're in my shoes.....
a shoe that's been through everything.........
gtg.....btw im going camping today.....to have some peace....and i'll be bck tmw.........
love u.....muacks..................................................and i miss u too.....

2009-10-16T01:16:00.001+08:00

haiz....here am i...writing this blog with a disturbed mind....
i dnt knw whts wrong with me.....
why im like this?why is my life like this.....?
cn i just kill myself?yes...to u pple i might look like a happy go lucky person....
but...deep....down inside....im struggling......
to survive....i dnt knw why.....
why am i born in this family....
yes i knw its not a good thing to say...but....
i cnt take it anymore.....
watching other familys going out together...eating together...spending time together....
hurts me....to u guys...u pple might say...."hey u are not the only one"
but look....ask urself this...do u knw hw does it feels like when u are caught in te
middle...between parents fighting,going their own ways...
u dnt knw who to choose.....and after that...u end up living with one of them....
suffering....i just dnt knw hw to put everything together......
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!forget it.....
i wish i cn just leave this world.....
be somewhere where there's happiness,love...everything.....
well...as for today...i didnt do much....went to work...then break....
after that....went somewhere....
away frm pple......DRINKING!!!!!!yes thats wht i did....and im still drinking now....
my 3rd bottle of vodka.....hahahaha.......
love.......am i prepare for that?
im still hurt....yes i love u...but...
i still need alot of time.....
seriously......
just dnt fall for me too much.....
an advice.....
dnt.....
when the time comes....
i'll decide if wana be with u or not....
im saying this coz...i dnt want to give u high hope on me.....
pls....
i knw it hurts..
dnt worry we'll still be the same....ntg will change....
i cn asure u that......
k la....i really gtg....wana finish my bottle....then maybe go for another one ltr.....
hahahahahahahahahahaahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sob...sob...sob....sob....sob...........................

2009-10-09T13:51:00.000+08:00

ola2......
well....i've been bz lately.....too tired to update my blog...ahakz.....
well...im doing ntg rite now....
just rotting myself at hm....heeeeeeeeeeee......
am going for my break pract ltr...
that ahmad is going to get it frm me....
for sure....
i'll make sure he cry.....grrr......
im so pissed with him.....
bloody idiot....
well....im missing her rite now....
hehehehe...wishing that she's beside me rite now.....
but ya..too bad.....
kla...continue this blog ltr at nite k....see ya!!!!!

2009-10-06T01:11:00.000+08:00

yo............niggas and bitchies....
im back......
hahahaha.......well...
my day today...was....tiring!!!!!!!!!!!
went to work....
then after that i went for my dance pract at jyc....
hahahahaha......
fun...tiring....
yarr....
taught them a new style of dance.....
new style.....
hahahaha........
well...manage to get a routine...hahaha....
using i got a bottle song....
hahahahaha.......
now im showing them what im made of....
the old alfie is back....
with new shits.....
hahahahah.........kla gtg now im talking to my syg....
hahahahaha....my princess....
bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoyo........
sapaoski is back.....
sorry been mia ing.. for some time....
ahahkz......
bz...
with dance and bboying....
yeaaaaahhhhhhhh......................
well...
im breaking rite now while writing this bolg....
lol....
crazy....
well....im in love rite now....
with this gal....
a cutie pie....to me....
she's a dancer too....
like me....
well....how we end up like this.....
hahaha....its a long2....story.....
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make it short????
nah......
kla........
im kinda distracted with the break beats here......
hehehehehe.....
fresh beats......
addictive ones too.......
gtg....
peace out niggas and bitches......hahahahaha........

2009-09-24T17:27:00.001+08:00

hey.....

just create this blog....

hahaahahah...........

well.....am going for my break pract now.....

gtg.........

see ya again......

ahakz........